thunderstorms and rainbows
we'll make a milkshake
of everything that went wrong
& i'll make you drink it
cause all you are is all i hate
so what if i lie about my state of mind
i'm winning the game and saving time
they've shaken their heads in distaste
cause i'm left with nothing but disgrace
and i wanna know why you wanted to know me
and i wanna see what you saw
and i wanna shut you out forever
cause i don't wanna live this anymore
its a never ending cycle
i hate you for what you represent
your smile is a fucking mess
you've left stains of blood on my floor
and i'm begging you to fix your flaws
i'd help you if you weren't